Tomorrow is the big day!

Tomorrow is the big day! I go see my pulminologist and I have a half full page of questions for him and a half full page of tests I want ran on myself. I want answers and if he can't give them to me I will have to go to someone else and get them. I am ready to do this the right way. I have gotta get myself better for my babies and my family.

I have had a wonderful weekend my mother treated me to an afternoon of shopping that has made me feel girly again. It also took alot of things of my mind and got me out of the house for a bit,which is always good. I am so grateful to have a mother like the one I have and grateful to have a family like the one I have. My aunt has a prayer on her blog and when I read it it made me sitback and say WoW! I wanna share it with everyone.

Mothers prayer

I need your help today.

I want to care

for those you've sent into my life,

to help them develop the special gifts

you've given them.
But I also want to free them

to follow their own paths

and to bring their loving wisdom

to the world.
Help me

to embrace them without clutching,

to support them without suffocating,

to correct them without crushing.
And help me

to live joyfully and playfully, myself,

so they can see your life in me

and find their way to you.

Amen.

This says it all.