JAIL BIRD

I went to doctor yesterday not feeling well- pain in my arms, legs and chest, under my ribs,vomiting, and diarhea the usual. He told me that I was having anxiety attacks that were causing the pain that sarcoidosis doesn't cause pain ( can you believe that !!!!?) to up my dose of xanax, gave me some phenergren and some more anti-biotics. ALSO to stay away from all stress . HAHAHAaaaaaa, in this family that is all there is stress stress and more stress. He told me to go home and rest myself until Friday and if I was still having this symptoms he wanted to see me again. I have gotta find another doctor that knows a little about this disease at least a little more than he does the pain I am having I really don't think is anxiety attacks (maybe a little to do with it but nope).


STRESS WILL NEVER END!!!!! My brother had to come and visit last night him and his wife had a domestic dispute so he stayed the night with us. His wife called my mother and told her that he had locked hisself in his house and tried to kill hisself --a total lie. He had already left by the time she called. So he is here resting with us which is good he needs to get away from that hell whole were he lives. ALSO my husband was on 2 years probation for posession of marijuana he had to take monthly tests so they would know he was clean. Well, his very first test he failed! So we had to go to court this morning over his stupidity. We figured that they would possibly up his probation a year or so-nope, took him straight to jail 30 days, so much for resting and staying away from stress. I told my daughter that he was away at work and that he wouldn't be home at night. She said GOOD I need new shoes for school when he gets home he will have money and buy me some. She has been asking me if he is going to call and tell her good night. I told her he would if he remembers and if he will if he isn't to tired to call because he will be working hard. I am tired , wore out I don't know how much more my body can handle! I feel like I am fixing to shut down.I am so tired of crying and so tired of constantly worrying about everyone else right now I have gotta get myself better first. I will right more later I can't talk about anything else right now it is making me mad to think about my husband.